Writing Prompt: “Throw consciousness to some particular part of the body. Put the whole mind there… what are the reports?”
This sounds like a Gestalt exercise, but it comes from an old book entitled, “Power of Will,” by Frank Channing Haddock. 1918.
(How weird to see that the book was published during the Spanish flu).
Here is a part of what I wrote, neck speaking:
Wasn’t it funny that you had a nail in your pocket during your bone scan? The x-ray technician queried, “Are you sure there’s nothing else in your pockets?” And there it was: a three inch nail, left over from a day of hanging mirrors on the wall where you come in. On the wall where you come in now light gathers on various rectangles of glass, a pleasing magic no less potent for being ordinary.
The diagnostics designed to show my crumbling demise partner with a tool for bringing in more light.
The scan sees through shirt and pants and flesh, all the way down to the bone. Look! There we are, the C-3’s and C-4’s, just below your skull. Perhaps a little gratitude is in order. How long we’ve upheld your head — through dance class, Take Back the Night Rallies, and snowstorms and screaming sex and giving birth and closing doors and making soup. . . Everything you can name and lots you can’t name as well.
Crumbling is one way to describe us. Compression: average to moderate. Waiting for severe. Still going, albeit with a crunch.
We could use your kind attention right now and in the right nows that follow. Please baby our nerves, stretch our muscles. Let the phone buzz and the screen stay dark. Take a bath with salts. Scrub your knees and elbows with the salt. Remember that you are an electrical being.
Sunlight is disinfecting, healing, which is why hanging mirrors is never merely ornamental. Find it. Sit in it.
Piggyback prayer. Burn a punk or two. It’s time to go deeper.
Remember how we used to say, “the breath knows how”?
Well, the breath knows how.
May all sentient beings by joyful, etc.
We prepare for darkness — the dust to dust part. Such preparations are not morbid. In fact, they are joyous. How lovely to breathe knowing that one day you will not. We crumble and compress on our way to the grave. Such is the way of all structures, not just skeletons, but also empires and republics.
Did it ever occur to you how much of your agonies arise from wanting, desperately wanting, the Republic to survive?
It might. It might not. Do your calls, your protests and postcards, but forget a return, a preservation, a rekindling or a revolution. Give all those ideas up. This we say to you.