Category Archives: SoulCollage

A Green Moon

His hips were the hips of a boy,
his eyes the eyes of an old man.
An impossible moon graced his father’s
shoulder, one of many transmissions.

How it turned green in the
passing, that orb. How it
highlighted the similar bone
structures. How the snake draped
across the boy’s shoulders glinted
in its light.

Denim is manly. Or not.
The moon is not.
A snake for a boy signals
not rising kundalini, but
the rising sap of manhood.
How will he hold his lover’s
hand through the hail? How
will his lips find another’s
when the elevator jerks to a
stop, no clear exit?

And will he remember how
sturdy, how firm a father
he had, the day his dad
gave him the moon?
Or will it, the moon, cause
the boy/man’s bangs to stick
up, cause a troubling ruffle
in his chest where something
someone is missing, not his
mother exactly, but something
someone close?

The snaps will be undone,
the head shaved, hallowed
music swayed to, meteors
hitting the grey still hills
on a night he least expects it.

And somewhere someone
draws the man/boy a
bath.

SoulCollage card as a prompt.

Writing note: once you begin writing, the prompt doesn’t matter anymore. I was tempted to post the poem without the image, but I couldn’t resist sharing it.

The man here is a the founder of Mitchell hair products, entrepreneur, and billionaire. Thanks, as always to magazines for their fertile images, none of which are being sold.

Later: can’t believe I found the guy’s name: it’s John Paul Dejoria.

To do list

SoulCollage card draw for today

Eliminate tabs in manuscript. Three hundred more pages. Make lunch. Make dinner. Cream of celery soup? Moisturize. Walk at least 6,000 steps, 7,000 better. Pick up dog hair — always pick up dog hair. Start a new jigsaw puzzle. Write note to DB. Keep reading about how to update website. Record emails of subscribers. Oh god — 600! Pick prompt for tomorrow. Keep reading DO YOU REMEMBER BEING BORN? Neaten password lists (Ha! Fat chance). Water mosquito plant. Vacuum upstairs rugs. Think about scrubbing the tub. Consider Wednesdays.

It’s cold today but not as cold as the weekend. And the sun is out. The extremely variable clearance of sidewalk ice remains an issue however.

Third SC card of the day

Hope your week starts off well!

Old quilt gonna get finished

Dark and rainy Sunday

I fled to the basement. Power sanders, power saws, and illegal gas-powered leaf blowers were insufficiently blocked by my special head phones.

But then I had fun. I actually forgot what it’s like to get lost down there. Put together one collage — it speaks to memory and Saharan dust (even if those are Asian elephants. Are they Asian elephants?) — and added to an old crab quilt. The addition of indigo dyed moons will, I think, make it gift worthy.

Thank you for all your kind sentiments yesterday. K is writing an obituary and cleaning out the gutters and switching out the water in the fish tank and marking out the circle for our new patio. Acting like his Dad, in other words. His father cleaned the gutters well into his 80’s.

Pressure production

New collage made on Day 63.

Finn barks at compost pick up truck. K talks about pressure consumption. “I took the 5.6 and divided it by… ” And then pressure production. “The factor goes down, not that it goes up.”

Dog needs a walk. I need a walk.

Busy day yesterday and week feels cluttered going forward. How is this even happening?

Collage made today, below. The word I pulled out of the thesaurus as I started was “tabulate.” As in tabulate the damage done.

Brain damage. Chalk board counting quarantine days. Exotic luxury cupboard cut in half, never to go back together again. A clothes line reminiscent of domestic life during the Great Depression.

Seeds keep arriving in the mail! We have two quotes now for the backyard patio project. Some things continue apace.

I am finishing this garment tomorrow! Next up: something without pleats or plackets! Pieced a strip from mask scraps to use for collar and front edging. I like the idea but it may not follow the curves of the robe properly.

I raised the blue skirt an inch and a half and the proportions are much improved.

Saved up words

I went looking for a quote about how areas in our life that are the messiest are often the areas where the most progress is being made. Couldn’t find it. Here’s what I found instead. Enjoy!

“Good writing begins where there is a knot.”
Margaret Atwood

“Art is not about telling our secrets… but it does have to be free to go wherever it needs to go and usually our pain comes out first.”
Pat Schneider, Writing Alone and with Others“We are large enough to encompass our losses. We are brave enough to dream again, risk again, love again. We just need the assurance that we really can do so, and this assurance will come to us in a thousand forms, large and very small, if we ask for it. But ask we must.”
Julia Cameron, The Vein of Gold

“There is no courage without vulnerability.” Brene Brown

“It is not what we do which makes us holy, but we ought to make holy what we do … ” Meister Eckhart

“What would happen if one woman told the truth about her life? The world would split open.”
Denis Levertov, as quoted by Pat Schneider

“Any life will provide material for writing if it is attended to.” Wallace Stegner

“Anger is loaded with information and power.” Audre Lord, Sister Outsider

“We pick and choose what we think is most important, forgetting that it’s all important.” Jude Hill, Spirit Cloth

All SoulCollage by me. Some fairly old.